I always regard a love relationship as people assist and care about each other. But it is not easy to find someone who can selflessly do it. The majority of people think about themselves on daily lives.

Recent inspiration

Sometimes, I am incredibly lonely because I think that I am abandoned. However, thanks to the experience, I have a lot of time to think about myself and my life. Then I feel relieved. I gradually discover that it’s only me on the journey of my life most of the time.

Recently, I have been trying to end my single life. Thus, I have a try to make contact with ladies. But I find that they always ignore my feelings. I know that people don’t know how other people think by online chatting in most cases, though I still feel upset. I feel better when I feel that they are just my regular friends but girlfriends.

Life itself is messy, but time is running. Keep your eyes on the road, enjoy the journey of your only life.

I met the girl two weeks ago. I believe that she is a playgirl. She dated me in the afternoon and then swam with someone else on the same night. I “broke up” with her (haha, we didn’t even start).

And I also heard the news that my ex had a boyfriend for 2 years. At first, I was shock and upset, but then I felt relieved. I think it is myself that I don’t let the thing go. She said he is a fascinating and humorous guy. I hope she finds someone who actually deserves her!

Movie review of “before” series

I have watched the “before” series of movies, consisting of Before Sunrise, Before Sunset, and before midnight. I might learn that how to handle issues relative to a loving relationship.

I always push myself too hard by thinking that I should have a girlfriend. Otherwise, I will have less fortune and happiness compares to others. Sometime later, I got tired. And I made up my mind that I won’t make any girlfriend on this kind of stage. Once she showed up, I would reject her invitation due to my concentration on study/work. I think it is pretty naive. I want to make this progress, which I am becoming better at, be more accessible.

I consider that if there is someone/something like God. It/He/She gifts me so many things, but let me lose something else. It’s equal.

Others

“花生是坑，埋葬青春”。 Online relationship is not stable and not real.

放手吧，喜歡一個不愛你的人，會很累的。人生漫漫，找個相互喜歡的人吧。

Never stop giving your love. You will never know who will fall for your love. Spread love. Some might not value your love. But for some, your love is everything.